A journal

I'm not in a good place at work right now. My hours are incredibly unstable. I'm losing people, those I have I enjoy but their hours are few and irratic. The people I'm losing are not very happy with me, IMO for some silly reason's, but apparently my boss is agreeing with them.

I feel like I'm floating with no hard ground anywhere and at a distance I'm being hunted (bills of doom). Where last week I thought I'd be getting a full 40 hours this week, it now looks like I'll be lucky to get 25...

I'm in a bad place right now. I do like my job, and it'll be very good for UNC to see this in my experiences and to see I stayed with them since I moved here... but right now... right now, I'm seriously thinking about asking around for an office job. I know someone who could prolly work something at RTP.

...I need a hug.

K.. so I'm just sleeping, well, trying to get up, and then I recieve a call from my first client. He backs out of working today, not surprised. I've worked with him before, this tends to be a common occurance (one of the big reasons why I wasn't upset when he wanted to stop working completely before).

So, yay, I get to sleep in.. Then around 8 I get another call from my second client of the day wanting to push back the time to the evening for convenience. I don't mind, it's a good reason, but there went any routine I had set up for the day.

Oh well, my next few days were gonna be crazy and out of the ordinary regardless. I'll be working both evenings this weekend. ::sigh:: I do need the hours, and it is just once.