A journal

Mmmm, yea, so I was enjoying the lovely, abnormally warm day today by reading in my living room with the windows up. Fresh air, nice breeze, David Eddings... can't beat it!

Went to shut the windows before work when I accidentally pull it out of the frame... nice, brand new windows... just installed, and I go and pull them out of their nice new home(well this was going through my mind right after it happened).

Then I realized that my landlord told me they would be some sort of fold out windows or something so I could more easily clean them, and so I put two and two together and looked for some latching mechanism. Then realized that the hole kinda things on the top of the seal are actually there to open the thing so I can clean it. She's a genius folks... > < But yea. I figured it out with a mild heart attack inbetween.

I should know better than to make plans in my head when my plans never never happen as I want them to... though when they do it seems my desires have always altered to some other focus.

I shouldn't complain either. It seems that no matter how things turn out it is for the best.

For me right now, it's about taking the steps to make sure I have a place to live in college and the funds to do so (assuming I'm accepted of course). I have a tendency to take some things for granted, but I do try to work on this when I get around to seeing it happening.

Here's hoping all goes well >< ::crosses fingers::

quiet whisper

quiet thought

quiet love

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quiet is such a beautiful word, in meaning and appearance.

Have you ever felt like you were experiencing a foot-in-mouth energy? It's like, you don't say anything wrong, but your energy seems to just bump into people creating awkward situations...

Maybe it's just me.. feeling like that a lot recently.

Oh, and having an interesting time with the new AIM upgrade, it's... different. Gotta get used to it but I'm starting to like. AND! I have a weemee. It's cute. Just check out weeworld.com. It's like sims without all the cool ability to kill them off and get the men pregnant, oh, and it's in chibi form!

So about a week ago I'm getting all excited because apparently my landlord has the guy all set to put in some new windows in the house I rent.. then I hear "he needs 4 weeks to custom make the windows". ACK! Then he's all like, "at least it'll be before winter", yet if it's anything like last year I'm gonna have crappy windows through the cold spell and nice ones when the temperature gets a little warmer.

This looks like that is how it will happen. It's in the fifties and is reaching around freezing at night. ::shivers::

If I'm making any typos.. sorry, my fingers are a bit on the frozen side. You would think with my little heater fan and blanket this would not be so, but my house likes to retain moister and chill. Handy in the summer, not in the winter.

Random Side Note: Evangelicals seem to populate this area more so than most places I've lived in. And they're scary! They drown themselves in religion, ignore almost all outside sources, talk about the "end days" being here, and apparently everything on earth is satan's play area (but this is ok cuz it's the end days and things will end soon).

Found this interesting site through an old friend's post..

Bizarre American Holidays

April 27--Tell a Story Day ^^ dats my birthday!

Bit ironic considering I'm definitely not that great at telling stories.

And today October 17 is... Gaudy Day, hehe!